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There's no turning back


There's no turning back.
From the moment you take the big leap, there's no turning back.
For a long time we were afraid of taking this leap.
Where will this lead?
What will be the consequences of this? How will this affect us?
Fear of the unknown future, an imaginary loss, an unattainable gain.
Fear of dealing.
And yet, something in us continues to push us to take this leap.
try. dare. Take the chance.

We have a kind of gut feeling, an inner voice, heart calling, whatever you choose to call it, that pulls us, that leads us.
This is not the voice of logic.
It's not a voice that knows what it's going to get, and where it's heading.
This is not a voice which is based on past calculations, and implications for the future.
It is a momentary voice that knows what is right for it right now, and it goes with it 100 percent.
Surrender, what is it?
The ability to be in the moment, the ability to submit to change, to feeling, to experience, to momentary decision.

Once a person gives himself to that inner voice, he is ready to meet the unknown, for he is aware that only this moment has been known.
There is a knowing that no matter how much I think I "know", how thoughtful and calculating I am, I do not know what is going to happen next, I just know the now.

Therefore, I can take the future without guarantee.
As an option, as a possibility - and not be bound to it.
And from there, how will fear rise?
I do not know what's going to happen, it's all 50-50, so what's the point of being afraid.
I'll do my best to be here, so I'm sure I'll do my best in the future.
All I can do is to let thoughts pass through me, and act momentarily without intellectual understanding.
Experience that everything is perfect because it has already happened.

So, let's enjoy this one-time journey called life.
Let's give one hundred percent of ourselves - now.

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